i think i suck and i'm feeling so fucked up. ):

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its cause we couldnt think of other names.

Supergirl;

Friday, March 23, 2007

Lose. Interest. Netball. Y

sigh. sick. sucks. stupid!
i'm somehow losing that bit of interest in netball. or perhaps is just for the time being. shrug. i dont know whats wrong with me. but for the first time in my whole entire life i actually didnt turn up for training. and i didnt feel anything. last time, its like even if i'm sick i'll at least be there. or at least, i'll feel bad about not turning up. but now? no, zilch zero zip. AHHHH! SOMEONE PLEASE REALLY KILL ME NOW. my world's just crumbling down. damn it! well, i havent talked to liz for 5days and it feels like 324537974 years. ): theres still undone projects. and guess what, me cal and jn have already planned what to do for june hols when fucking myes havent even arrive. i think i'm becoming super rebellious. and everythings just simply too wrong with me. i dont know, is it me that have changed or the people around? shrug. if only i had someone i really can talk to. but i really thank god for cal and sha to be around when i needed them. not forgetting ciwei, van and ya gen! PS. -gen! i'm not a gangster. even though you wouldnt read this. but yea, I DONT LOOK LIKE MIKO!

Supergirl;

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

So not my day ): Y

todays so not my day, not my day, not my dayyyyyyy! omg! its such a fucked up day. everyone please bury yourself and we shall all die together. i feel like killing everyone who exist in this whole fucking world. i'm so fucking pissed off i dont even know what i'm suppose to do! damn you people. the moment i stepped into school i get fucked up people shouting at me, and i almost fell, EMBARRASSING PLEASEEEE. then standard test was fucking difficult, i'm just gonna flunk it. next, calesta lee xin xin(jie) and natasha ning xiu xiu(hui) never come school lorrrr. and some people for no fucking reason they angry with me. whats your fucking problem! i got cramps in the middle of lesson. we play with RGS and i PLAYED LIKE SHIAT! we lost, i was so fucking fucked with myself! people just dont understand then what they want me to do! just kill me please! its so fucking annoying and i'm sick lor! wahlao eh. and lastly, elizabeth cheong is such a bitch. she has never been such a bitch before! if you want me to hate you, say so la huh. by doing all these, you're just leaving me with no choice. i cant even bring myself to scold you. you know how much i wanna KILL YOU. fucker.

Supergirl;

Its not over yet. Y

p.s : i'm still not over you. because, i missed you.
/forgive me but im gonna be emo. you know how you cry so hard and you have no fucking clue what you're crying about? typing and backspacing over and over again, when in the end you dont know how to put your emotions into words? well, maybe not entirely clueless. times im just so fed up with some things, telling the same damn old lie, "im perfectly fine; im happy" "i will get over her", it sounds so easy to say. but when at the end of the day, i cant. i hate to see us drifting apart day by day, i dont know what to say, cause times we dont even talk to each other at all. i'm in the state where i dont even know whether what im doing right now is right, or wrong. what i want, and what i dont want.it stays there, my indecisive thoughts.
i sound so cheesy,
& this is just some other useless entry,
i need a while to figure out this shit in my brain out.

Supergirl;

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Training = Killerzzz. Y

training = killer. oh wellzzz. school on monday and tuesday was just the most boring shit ever. even the teachers wont even in the mood to teach. EXCEPT MS YEO. shes such a #$%&^* teacher. she picks on calesta and she scolds non stop. shes nice outside of class though, but still... she sucks. i think or we all think ms ros rocks! shes like the best teacher anyone can ever get please. haha. out of the 3 periods of amath, she gave us 1 period free and we sort of like bonded with her. haha. and guess what? she stays near me and she offered to give me a ride to school everyday. cool or what. because she cabs to school lahhhh. so yea. heh. trainings have been fun but tiring. only the beginning is fun because we get to play games but coming to the end where we have to do court work and stuff, it just kills! trainings on monday were all right la huh, then tuesday GM came over and today, we went over. the nationals are coming but somehow i'm not looking forward to it. one reason is because the first game would be RGS and after the nationals, the sec 4s would leave. i really hope we can achieve our goal then at least we wont disappoint them and ms huang. our second game is North Vista and third would be MGS. lets hope we clear it lah! :D i'm not even really in the holiday mood. there are like 21384298721 projects, and after this i have tuition. pffffffffft! just bury me alive please. tsk. and tmr, we'll be doing project at JN's hse! woohoo, and ballet at night. coolness. haha!

Supergirl;

Friday, March 09, 2007

U17 selections. Y

School has been such an ass. So has Mrs Joseph! Urghhhh. why on earth must she come back! like go to hell luh, we dont need you. and mrs adrain isnt back until godknowswhen. and rapiah is a killer! mrs loke finally came back but guess what, she lost our history books and she claims its not her fault. wtf right? then ms yeo! she come to school but she never come and teach us. haiyah, like that how can my class do well. like ...uhh. as usual, ever since school has started, the homework never ends. and guess what! next week's the march holidays BUT we have the normal timetable for the first two bloody days! its effing annoying lahhhhh. urgh.
the damn selection is tmr and amanda is not going ): pout. how eh. tsk! the other 3 are taking twins car which also means i'm going on my own! dang. and i'm so afraid i cannot wake up lah! the past few days, i keep waking up late and i was almost late for school today! pfffft. i'm starting to dread school. stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid! i hate to wake up early and i hate all the tests and exams and blah blah blah! bloody hell.

Supergirl;

Sunday, March 04, 2007

Top 4! Y

I must say, i'm not very happy with just top4 but nevertheless i love SACnetball(: the GM match was a close fight. but i thought it was a much better game compared to the tk match. i could see that everyone put in their best. debs, dont be upset with yourself. we're a team so if its your fault, its ours as well. so stop blaming yourself. i had my own unforced errors as well. :D pffft. i cant wait for nationals, i believe we can do it. and i really hope we'll be able to ahcieve our goal once again.
OMG! people, please watch hana kimi. its damn nice please. like woah!

just not today i wanna see you, but follow through cause i love you. burning in the dawn, wishing you'll never say goodbye to me, all that i see in you is all that i love. you're strong enough to break this love. no more blood or tears must you shed cause i'll shed for you.

Supergirl;